yes, folks, that is a hospital bracelet with my baby's name on it. this morning, at 6am, there we were, taking daxon to the emergency room. not exactly the way i'd hoped we'd start off father's day weekend.
dax woke up around 5:45, so i went down to nurse him with hopes that i'd be able to get him back to sleep. he nursed for about 4 minutes then fell asleep, so i placed him back in his crib. as soon as i put him down, he woke up, and rather than fight with him, i picked him up to continue feeding him. before i had the chance, though, he spit up all down my back. i laid him down on the footrest of the glider and started to clean myself up. i looked away for a split second, and then i heard it: thud. i looked back to see his body hit the floor and heard a second thud. he immediately started to scream, and i ran to get him. he was face-down on the hardwood floor. i picked him up and started to comfort him, trying to remain calm myself...and failing miserably. i was hysterical. matt came running out of the bedroom, and i handed daxon over to him because i was shaking so much i was afraid to hold him. he had already stopped crying and was smiling and laughing, but i called our pediatrician to see if we needed to take him to the emergency room. she reassured me that he was probably fine, but said we should take him in, just to get him checked out.
so off we went, with daxon smiling away. he got all checked out and within 45 minutes, we were on our way back out the door. the doctor told us that the only way to ensure that he is ok is to give him a head ct, but there is a lot of radiation exposure, so he would only do it if he was exhibiting concerning behavior, which he wasn't. he said that if daxon starts acting strangely, we should bring him back in and they'll do the scan. our discharge instructions were basically just to keep an eye on him.
i'm not entirely sure what happened, but i think he basically pushed himself backwards off the footrest, landing first on his head, then flipping backwards and landing on his belly. it was absolutely terrifying, but the doctor and nurses assured us that he'll be fine. they also all told us that their own kids have fallen on their heads and they're all fine. but that just reinforces that you can't take your hands off them, even for just a split second. from now on he either goes on the floor or in something secure.
he still seems fine, and in another hour we're out of the danger zone. but it's certainly something i don't need to experience ever again.